By Arabella Chapman
Books That Shaped Me
- Blueberries For Sal– Robert McCloskey
The first book I ever remembered reading was Blueberries for Sal. As a family, my mom was always very passionate about reading to my brother and I whenever she could. As we sat on my pink, brightly colored comforter, I pointed to the photos, trying to remotely understand what was going on in the book. Blueberries for Sal is a book about a little girl who goes berry-picking with her mom, gets mixed up with a bear on a mountain, and learns to stick close when exploring. When my mom got to the scene, where Sal got distracted picking blueberries as a kid, I just started to daydream about Barbies, but as I got older, I realized how similar I am to Sal. As a kid, I always used to get distracted wherever we were and wander off. I literally tried to get on a plane with a different family one time, which, similar to Sal, taught me to stay close by. I remember how badly I wanted to go blueberry picking with my mom after I read that book. I dreamed about running on the green fields, scooping up blueberries, and shoving them in my mouth, which were and still are my favorite fruit. Before I read this book, I tended to struggle with independence a lot, clinging to my mom’s leg all the time, making sure no one was separating me from her. Once I finished this book, I started to finally realize my tiny hands from her jeans and go wander off, which did become a problem as I said. As a teenager, I hate to admit it, but whenever I feel scared to go be independent, I think of Sal and how she wasn’t scared.
- Anne Of Green Gables- Lucy Maud Montgomery
Anne of Green Gables was the first book I ever reread. As soon as I finished it, I picked it right back up. Even though I didn’t have hair like “carrots,” I remember feeling so connected to this little red-haired girl. Anne was known for struggling to fit in with others, which the little fourth grade me struggled with for so long. I was the one girl sitting on the swings, hoping a random friend would stumble my way to come play with me. A vivid memory of mine is reading how Anne made her first friend. I remember being so excited for her and for me because at the time, I was convinced that everything that would happen to her would happen to me. I sat in that same spot on the swings waiting for my Diana Barry to come sit and talk to me about how cool my dress was. As you can expect, I sat in that spot for a few weeks alone until a little girl came over and sat on the swing next to me. We sat there in silence for a little bit until she asked me if I wanted to be friends. I immediately said yes, and we played together that entire year until she sadly moved away. I thought of Anne, and how she introduced herself to Diana’s friend to make more, so I sat up and walked around to find friendly-looking girls and introduced myself. To my surprise, they said yes. I learned two things that day, the first being that everything that happened to Anne would not happen to me, and the second being to branch out even if you’re nervous. Don’t be that little girl sitting alone on the swings; go be Anne Shirley-Cuthbert.
- Divergent- Veronica Roth
The first day of seventh grade, my English teacher recommended the book Divergent. Being the kid I am, I went straight to TikTok and watched a lot of edits from the movies. Sadly, I got a massive spoiler alert, which made me very uninterested in finishing the book. My English teacher encouraged me to keep going; thankfully, I decided to listen to her. As I started the first book, I became obsessed with taking the book with me everywhere, which looked strange for me because I was not the type of kid to be reading this much. After I finished the first book, I skipped lunch and went right to English to find the second one, and then onto the third one quickly after. Right once I finished, I sat in my room thinking about what to do, but soon realized that no book up to that point had such a big impact on me. I would laugh at the funny parts, cry at the sad parts, and I think I still want to be like Trish a little bit. I began to realize I shouldn’t be looking for the next thing in life right after I finish one good thing; I needed to appreciate things more for what they truly are.
- The Boy In Stripped Pajamas- John Boyne
Now, if you want to absolutely bawl your eyes out for hours, this is exactly the book for you. The first time I finished this book was on a plane, and I had to scurry to the bathroom to absolutely sob for thirty minutes. To say I was devastated by this book is an understatement. My jaw dropped to read that Bruno died along with Shmuel. I cried for days before I accepted their fates. Ever since we first learned about the holocaust, I became so fascinated and did so much research, as well as seeing how many books about the holocaust there were. To my surprise, there were only a few that I loved and found interesting, including this one. I immediately began to dissect this book and write as many notes as I could, treasuring it as much as I could. I keep the book in my closet, knowing it’s there whenever I need a good book to read. I recently reread this book and was immediately reminded of the memories that come along with it. The Holocaust will always be something that saddens me deeply, and to this day, I am reminded of the horrors of what they went through.
- All the Light We Cannot See- Anthony Doerr
Again heartbreaking story but absolutely incredible, one hundred percent one of my all-time favorite books. I cried for hours at the ending and became incredibly angry that, after that entire time, they decided to kill him off. I didn’t pick up the book for weeks, so incredibly upset with the author. All my friends encouraged me to give it to them, but I refused, not wanting to put them through the pain of that book. After another threeish weeks, I picked up the book and did exactly what I did with The Boy In Stripped Pajamas, taking notes and dissecting it, which I do with most of the books I absolutely love. After dissecting the book further, I began to forgive the author, realizing he did that for a very specific reason. If Maria-Laure and Werner were to end up together, it would be incredibly unrealistic for that time due to it also being during the Holocaust. In the end, even though it made me angry at first, this book taught me a very important lesson: that the universe can be cruel and introduce you to the right person at the wrong time.